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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 10:25 PM
bck and update. dis few days had been quite busy wif sch work, as well as events(burfdays, outin, etc..) oso dere ar stuffs whereby its positive as well as negative. some really issues whereby i cn feel sick and tired of it. i jux felt lyk why are dis issues comin towards me non-stop? and its one followed by another. some were even historys. i'm really extremely tired of everything. i even wish to diminish myself into my own world. i hate those ppl lookin at me wif those 色迷迷的眼神. so despo go geylang la. tmd. dere gt plenty. i hate myself. fr head to toe. i even wondered why m i borned in dis manner. i didn't wan to. haiz. jux a small stirred up cn affect me sooo much. wad makes u tink tt walkin in de rain means i'm angry? dun ever act close to me when u are nt. i hate it. i SIMPLY hate it. its disgustin. yes. wad i meant is true. dis mornin met en and ting on de way to mrt. had a small chat wif em. its been long eversince we last met. glad to c them. left sch immediately after lesson ended. was really damn tired, not feelin tt well, things are pullin me bckwards. makes me damn irritated. didnt head bck hm straight. due to my own reason. strolled 2 malls makes me slightly betta, n i headed hm. slept and woke up at 4 plus. trained over to my parent's side. on de way saw accident. bike and car colide wif each other. i saw de cyclist and de passenger, i guess its couple? scarely. one lyin on de road breathin fast & deeply, while de other on de pavement. i dunno her condition. cldn'tsee anything fr her as dere ar ppl crowdin ard. SO, ppl ownin a bike pls b careful while cyclin. life is precious. told my mum. and she warned me nt to even get a ride on a bike. so i tink if i'm caught red handed, confirm chop dead. and sis sry ah. for givin u attitude jux nw after lesson. cos u also knw ah. my condition makes me damn irritated and also some personal stuff. |
