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Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 9:12 PM
was makin notes for ERP. when i sort of feel lyk usin my lappy for awhile before goin bck to make my notes again. well. for de past few days, it has been de same. had those 闷闷不乐的心情. which i dunno wad had lead to this. it jux simply can't make me smile wholeheartedly. its pullin me backwards. wads goin on. perhaps i dun wanna voice out here. i knw wads tt. i nid a swing. to allow me to swing all my probs away. i nid somebody whom i cn really trust to talk to. i nid somebody to lent me their shoulders. i nid somebody to be there. i nid somebody to help me untie the knot in my heart. i nid somebody to solve my probs. i nid somebody to accomany me thru my dark side. bt who is tt somebody? de somebody whom i wanted is nt dere anymore. even though i still see him 5 days a wk. i cn feel tt we were drifted apart. drifted further den before. drifted to a place where i can't describe. no more hi-s and bye-s. no more smiles. everything are diminishin into thin air. i also dunno when did all this happens. bt it had been troublin me for days. i dun wish to listen or knw wads goin on in tt somebody's life. yup. indeed. who told me tt dere are always possibilities in the world. who told me tt dere will b ever lasting love. all dese are rubbish. and i meant it. |
