You Are Readin Melinda's Reality.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 12:59 PM

well. let me get bck to my original postin.
its been hectic for the past few wks.
i believe that those ppl ard me had seen me hw hard i had been spentin my tym scratchin my head in order to figure out all those endless codings and test.
tym flies. and i noticed that i've been repeating this line over and over ever since de first day i stepped into my poly life. these always a phrase, time nv waits for us, the only way out was to manage your tym well, use it to the maximum isnt it? this few mths, alot alot of stuff have been happenin ard me. be it family, or others. terrible or jux nice. all came ard me. new yr is just round the corner, bt i dun feel the occasion at all. its jux gonna b normal for me. exams are also runnin down the road. after a few more wks or mths, i'm gonna b in the third yr. it seems that everything had jux been ytd. of cos. the bondin in the class gotten better after the chalet. which i can feel it. ((: sometyms i really wonder, hw come sometyms ppl are that self-fish that they are able to get the stuff that they wan, however when its the other way rd, its so hard for them? do they really suit for my help? i really wonder. i understand the part that we shld jux lent a hand when others are facin difficulties, hwever, some are jux nt worth the help. i can see the difference. anyway, wad surprised me ytd was that, my neighbour class 08, theres dis gal which i hate, nt really in terms of hate, jux that i dun lyk her. bt ytd in theatre, when she asked for my notes, i still passed it to her. weird isnt it? currently in class, doin nth. i also dunno wad to do. jux simply, 1 word bored. everybody seems to b busy will their proj work, while i'm here bloggin. haha. nt tt i'm bein lazy. jux tt it seems lyk as though i've completed my work alrdy. nth more to do. orhh. speak of proj, wad makes my blood boil was tt bloody team mate whom doesnt knw hw to do and pushes the blame to my portion. fk! nonsense. bt no pt gettin angry wif that kind of ppl. will only add to my blood pressure. hse haf been terrible also. grandma's situation was nt turnin to better, bt worst. when can all this things jux stop? its kind of irritatin repeatin the same old things again and again every alternate wk. anyway ytd was hangin out at mrs neo's hse. and took a look at all the past photos that we haf taken, its damn funny while thinkin bck hahaha. all those stupid stuff that we did tgt.