You Are Readin Melinda's Reality.

Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 9:55 AM

its fri!
today is nt a normal fri.
its de eve of christmas!
how are you ppl goin to celebrate?
ppl havin off days.
i'm stuck in de lab for half day.
bt nvm! better den nth. ((:
no mood for proj today.
shall waste my tym away.
everybody are on holiday mood alrdy.
goin bck hm and do some spring cleanin
i'm so goin to dump alot of things today!
after tt i shall make sure i haf enough space for new shoppin spree soon!
hahaha.
although gotten some, bt i think dere are plenty to do still.
hahahah!
i feel lyk gettin log cake bck hm.
bt sis bought mango and cookie moose cake hm ytd.
so i buy bck hm confirm get scoldin de. hahahaha!
goin 1030. yes! 2 more hrs to go! ((:
this few days i also dunno why.
lazy to get out of my bed.
in de lab still miss my bed so much.
somehow i felt this yr really flew past real fast.
in merely a few more days.
2010 is goin to b over, and here comes 2011.
and in a few more mths i'm really steppin into young adulthood.
can de tym at least past slower?
i dun lyk things to zoom tt fast.
it doesnt feel to b tt realistic.
bt kind of lyk a dream.
i always felt tt i'm still a little girl.
de one tt is trouble free.
ppl spoon feedin me.
nw i haf to stand by myself.
walkin in my direction on my own.
no more ppl spoon feedin.
no words for description.
its kind of lyk.
when you are young, you are able to sulken alittle and ppl will gif in to you.
however, at this age, if you still actin this way, den ppl will really stare at you.
and think wth you are really thinkin
worst still. ppl will think tt you are nth bt nuts.

sometimes i really think whether is it de pressure, de history, or worst still am i weak? wadever it is tt leads to wad am i today. it seems lyk as though i'm casted in a shadow.