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Tuesday, December 28, 2010 @ 7:45 AM
It's Tues.Well actually I also dunno wad to post. Ytd was de day tt I marked a fullstop to everything. And and and. I knw I've hurt him badly. I knw it's lyk super fast, super random. It wasn't his fault bt mine. Serious. I didn't knw wad I wanted to achieve fr life. I dun wan to b a bug flyin in no directions. It's kind of miserable isn't it. I dun wan to hurt him in any ways. I dun wan to give any empty hopes, empty promises, empty commitments into this relationship. It will b miserable and unfair to him. I dun wan the relationship to b left with nth bt a part of my routine where it is compulsory for me to do this and that for de sake of Doin. I dun wan to quarrel over something minor. It will b really bad and pathetic if it reaches tt point. I knw I'm inconsiderate to make all these decision by myself. Bt I really dun wan to make things difficult. Jux lyk wad him and majority always mention. Dere bound to b sweetness and bitterness in an ongoin relationship. I understand tt. I also knw tt escapin wasn't de best solution. However, I dun wan to leave any bad memories in this relationship. At least when he think bck it's something tt is happy rather den angry or sad. I knw you will b readin. I really hope you will take gd care of yourself. Get ample of slp. Take your meals regularly. Rest well. dont ask me whether does it still matter. cos it does. nobody is willin to see you torturin yourself. |
