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Wednesday, January 5, 2011 @ 12:42 PM
hey peeps.i'm bck. its kind of late, bt i still wish you guys a happy new yr! this few days had been pretty fine. although i had discovered something tt i really think tt i shldnt knw. although everything had been ended by placin a fullstop. bt it still trigger some anger in me. lyk wad i had mentioned. dun treat an IT student as an idiot. its only de option is mine, whether to do it anot. i dun do the things tt ppl told me to do. as i think tt dere is a nid to respect as tts your personal privacy. bt if i were really do it, den it only shows one thing. you've jux lose all my trust tt i've had in you. yup. and it had made me grow alot. i've also came up with a conclusion. which is also part of me. 'i dun do explaination when necessary. because i believed wad falls before me is always true. i dun use ears to listen. bt my eyes to see and my heart to feel. so dun waste your breathe on me by explainin. there is a phrase in chinese, 'jie shi jiu shi yan shi.' i dunno. bt i feel tt if you were tryin to cover up the previous mistake that you had made, you will come up with more lies jux to cover up de current situation. in the end you will nv realise tt hw much lies you haf used jux to solve every single thing. it will haf no endin for sure. by de tym when you haf decided to b truthful for once, it will b hard. as you haf alrdy completely lose the trust in others.' i'm perfectly alright so no worries. i'm jux tryin to share some of my thoughts. yupyup. ytd. somebody recommended me a song. and hw coincident tt, tt happened to b de song. dunno why. kind of weird feelin came up. bt nvm. i guess de more i listen to, de more natural i'll face it. so its ok. yup. i'm gettin more and more optimistic. which is a gd sign. ((: nxt wk will mark de mid term presentation. hopefully everything will b fine. hopefully i wun stumble durin de presentation. i dun wan de history to repeat itself again. i nid plenty of luck! i wan all those courages bck while doin emcee. |
