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Monday, April 4, 2011 @ 2:31 AM
can i say tt i dont knw how i feel anymore?i've been so lost, in my own world, my own maze. tt i've became numb towards some stuff. till recently i jux noticed, actually my numbness wasnt tt bad, in fact its reducin. at least i still get touched by the things done by de ppl surroundin me. i'm actually able to feel sad for ppl, lyrics. i'm still able to sense some others which i didnt for quite sometime. i managed to understand wads de meanin of simple things are able to brin a smile on my face. a real smile, bt nt in any form of hidden sadness. a song managed to trigger my tears. i always thought, makin ppl ard me will make me better, will make them think tt i'm always alright. i guess i'm wrong. i admit de fact, i cant hide my emotions well. nt as well as those in de past. i'll tend to make ppl worried over me. especially those who notice me in a few moments. life wasnt fair, unless we are willin to claim those by ourselves. neither anybody is borned to b smart, to b gd lookin. dere is always a way to achieve something, as long as you are willin to try. nth is impossible. i'll learn to prioritize myself more. treat myself better. although its gonna b tough, bt i'm willin to try still. don't blame yourself for bein slow, bt blame yourself if you stop. |
