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Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 5:35 PM
its so gonna b another update. well. this few days had been rather hell life for me. and seriously is so freakin fked up. i'm so goin to b mad over stuff. and ya. with all those rubbish goin on my life, i've fell sicke. yupyup. fever came knockin up on me just a few hrs ago. and yupyup. i'm so nt goin to rest. i mayb stubborn, childish to haf actin on this, despite knwin wad is de consequences of nt restin when sick. yupyup. so no matter hw much your so goin to ask me rest, i'm so nt listenin to it. or your wan to quarrel with also can. i dun mind. yes. i'm really freakin pissed off for de tym bein. i've gt an idiot disturbin. another unknown person askin me out without knwin who de hell is tt. i dun even knw who de hell passed on my msn. i dun even haf tt freakin person's fb. i dun even knw wad de hell gender is tt person. askin who passed on the msn, dere was no reply. and ya. freakin fk. i'm so freakin irritated for nw. cb. yes. ppl say tt i'm hurtin myself for no reason. bt wad de fk your had on your mind? hw de fk your knw nth is goin on since i'm stayin at home all day?!?!?! to b frank. i think i'm so goin under depression anytime for nw. imagine. tears fallin almost everyday. and tt dere are nobody whom you are comfortable to talk to. despite of this age, everybody thinks tt you are alrdy a grown up. and thus throwin every single thing to you. dey are havin so much confidence tt you are able to do well. yupyup. wad upsets me most, was when i really wanted them to b dere. i knw all these were impossible. sometimes haf your ever thought tt de need of family members are much much more important when compared with friends. so wad if i have a bigger grp of friends ard me? and yupyup. of cos dere are some other stuffs too. i think this is just so much closed up to me. tt i cant post it up. and and and. wad i can say was i can sense tt everything is goin apart for nw. dere are some stuff which i'm nt able to control? wtf is this? why are all these rubbish comin one after another to me?
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