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Saturday, June 18, 2011 @ 6:45 PM
hey peeps, here i am updating. my apology for going missing from here eversince last month. what have i been doing recently? maybe that's what is my main concern for updating here. well, my life had been upside down, ever since he got enlisted on 7th june. the amount of unwillingness i had, nothing could describe it. the last day before he enlist, he chat with me, i teared. i teared while chatting with him. i dont know why, maybe i got too used to him. chatting with him everyday, confiding to him everyday, laugh with him everyday, teasing him everyday. naturally, he had became part of my life, my standard routine. and all of the sudden, everything is going to be limited. i admit the fact that i missed him, starting the very next day, the day he enlist, i woke up late. and i'm late to send him the very last text before he left. the image of him was floating in me, day and night, for days. text him on the second day and he replied on the third. when i got to know that he isn't doing fine in there, the worried creep into me. the fear i had which i didnt had previously. i didnt know what to do. just waited for his reply every night. called up and chatted with him verbally on the phone, when i got to know that his situation turned bad. which got shocked when i received the news, that i cant stop myself from calling up after a few text. it got better for me, when i started my work earlier this week, at least something occupied me for the time being. waking up early in the morning everyday, worked. reached home there is nothing that i wanted to do, all i wanted was to bathe, have dinner, perhaps watch tv and head to bed. my energy was simply drained. texted him when i was on bed, till i fell asleep. perhaps he slept too. due to his battery limitation, he said he will only text me after he book out which is this coming week, friday the 24th. its only a few days, since i last saw his name appearing on my phone, and i'm kind of not used to it. its less than a week for him to book out. i should endure a bit more ba. from then, than should ask him about his condition. imagine, when i met up with sis for K boxing session, those sad songs couldn't stop my tears from flowing. but i had to endure it, so as not make it that obvious that i'm really worried, unhappy, and that missed him that much. the feeling was miserable. for my work wise, erm, all i can say is i am like a blur sotong, missing the transportation for the first few days, the hr had given me the wrong timing and the car plate number. no choice but to cab there on the first day, and my 15 bucks gone. but i'm real luckily that i got nice colleagues which bring me to take the transport after work. i couldnt find the transport still on the second day as its different bus and driver, the person that i remembered on the bus on the first day wasnt there too. and those people who know me will know that i dont speak up, but second day i took another alternative which is train followed by bus. my colleagues, supervisor were shocked when they realized that i cant catch up the bus still. no choice on the way back on the second day, i picked up my courage and asked one of them after they alight, and i managed to find her on the third day morning. i was like finally! and from then on i managed to get the transport everyday. (: as for my work wise, i'm still trying to get the hang of it, for those simple types lo. those complicated ones, i'm still having headache. anyway, i'm working in the outsourcing department, as a procurement assistant. one of my colleagues going to leave soon, and i think i'll struggle like mad. there are more things to pick up from next week onwards. i'm so dead. ): shall update again soon. heading out for dinner with family. its going to be father's day! so i shall take this opportunity to wish all the daddy a happy fathers day! enjoy! (:
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