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Friday, September 16, 2011 @ 9:50 PM
back updating. yup. i know. its been long since i came invading back here. was quite busy for the past few weeks or months. work was hectic due to the loading, cut overs, vendors and many many more, and more on maintaining the new system now. which is also known to be SAP. what i want to say out loud is that, my probation is finally over. and i can sense myself like finally got blend into the company. or should i say, the company is getting used to me around more? its like finally i just open my mouth and talk without any barriers. got questions just ask. and i just realized that they are great people. i'm just like their child in their eyes. knowing that i'm unhappy, down, they are just willing to come and accompany me. sitting next to me, talk to me, joke with me just to make me smile. teach me patiently, giving me a tap on my shoulder, and giving me a gentle hug, helping me bit by bit, giving me a big smile whenever i look at your, and all. all are appreciated.(: made me felt like a pampered little child all this while. thank you!(: as for personal life. i didn't share much so far. those people whom are close with me should know my life for the past few days had been upside down, inside out. a major mood swing, a thunderstorm, or whats so ever. it went so wrong, tears are like tap water running. crying to bed, soak with tears in the morning, cant sleep. eyes are just like panda. my sis they all still thought i got dump or got bully till so cham, cry till like that. till they told me there will be someone better in the further. i think they are relieve to see i'm perfectly alright for now. but the problem is, I'M NOT DUMP! really is angry lehh. although i sometimes really think that there are small pebbles that are blocking along the way. why everybody can move on so smoothly when i always get jam in the middle of no where. SIGH! what to do? i dont have any idea. can somebody guide me through?
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